L|fe is everyth|ng . the b|rds . the trees . the rocks . the sun . the moon . the un|verse. Let us walk w|th L|fe. Let us love one another.
Love . Hardsh|p . W|sdom . Knowledge
and understand|ng.
Th|s |s the L|fe..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
home-sweet-home
..phew.. Finally !! after 14 hours of flight ! my parents picked me up in KLIA. Well, it supposed to be home-sweet-home, but a feeling of lost and hollow came to me - omy, i gonna miss him soo much.. which i realised i've been so used to him by my side all the time in london. someone whom I rely on all these while. darl, miss ye loads loads
....................... Once my dad drove to Segamat town, it seems everything are so NEW to me. Fajar supermarket was gone and a new Giant came out, new shop lots, Oh, the McD is still there ! *gigs*
...for the entire night, I couldn't make myself to sleep although i'm terribly tired. I' walked around my house from front to back, upstair to downstair, going thru each and every corner (even the storage room) 'tic-tac, tic-tac, tic-tac' switching on and off, played with the lights - for uncountable times, with empty brains, and no reason why.
"mummy! where're my old books ? mummy! where're my stuff ? Daddy! where's my file? Daddy, where're my boxes? mummy! where're my this-and-that-etc-etc-etc. " oh dear.. I've only gone away from home for only 8 months and nobody touches my things at all. Flipping through my old books, digging out my old junks - And Yes, everything seems so new to me now !!*hee*
And now, a question keep pop-ing out in my mind every now and then "what am i suppose to do for this few months ?" to get rott at home ? ohmy.. i need a plan *sick sick sick* grace is hungree now..
The uncategor|zed, unknown personal|t|es... prefer emot|onal dec|s|on more than mental dec|s|ons..
| am not |mpressed. | don't pretend to have any answers. | m |n love w|th the |dea of be|ng |n love.|'m unreal, unexpected, unpred|cted, d|rect|onless, unfocused, unsp|r|tual...| love to have a good t|me, have good conversat|ons..| am ch|ll, blur, stubborn at t|mes, but | am here for my fam|ly and fr|ends or anyone else |f they need me. l|fe |s a lot of work,| m just out there l|v|ng |t. !!!