L|fe is everyth|ng . the b|rds . the trees . the rocks . the sun . the moon . the un|verse. Let us walk w|th L|fe. Let us love one another.
Love . Hardsh|p . W|sdom . Knowledge
and understand|ng.
Th|s |s the L|fe..
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
flying off to London
*phew* Finished packing !! Luggage still a lil over weight. Now worryin that my luggage might "explode" by the time it reaches Heathrow Airport. Ppl "SWING and THROW" ye know.. sigh.. Been minimized out loads of stuff but still.. that heavy - 30kg !
Will be leaving to KLIA his evening, checking in early at 11pm and the flight is at 2am. Im' now standing in between happy and sad ! Happy that could fly back to London again !! Sad of leaving friends and family *sob* ooh.. sadly, Ems's baby still doesn't want to come out b4 we leave.. *hmmph* :(
Another candle on your cake. be glad that you've the enough strengh to blow them all out *hoooooooh* and make a wish !! Know what I've prepared for him ? *grinn*
1. Bought a 2G memory card for his new toy - camera ! Probably he'd used up the whole 2G to snap ME ! wuahhahaa..
2. Gave him an extra extra huge B'day card. As big as it could cover the whole me..
3. ooh... I baked a cake for him *blueberry cotton cheese cake* !! My 1st time you know.. *heee* hmm, wonder how does it taste like *yum yumme*
Hopefully he'll like all of them.. *he must !!*
2:52 AM
2:50 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
disappointment...
you disappoint all of us...
you never learn from your mistakes ! .. now that you're far away outside, thought that you'd learn to be better from the outside world. you never know how worry we are all these while since you left. When you told me the news and reasons of choosing this path in your life, I thought u've grown to be a mature person. But you DID NOT. you let us down. Loads of fights and arguements in this house because of the trouble you've made. Been telling you tons of advices, but you refused to listen. Giving you better suggestions, but you refused to take it.. . Now that things had gone so badly, telling lies one after another. where're the trust and promises you gave ? Aren't you have a lil regrets ? .. He's not everything in you life. you've got me, and all of us here who giving you lots of loves. We never left you behind and you knew that from your heart.. you knew it ! I know you knew it !! *sob sob* ............
in case you've forgotten this; they're getting old.. they smile with wrinkles, white hairs growing out. why can't you let them live their life without worries ? don't let them frown again please.. *sigh*
when will you be awake ? - Now is not too late. turn around. We're just right there for you to reach out anytime.
The uncategor|zed, unknown personal|t|es... prefer emot|onal dec|s|on more than mental dec|s|ons..
| am not |mpressed. | don't pretend to have any answers. | m |n love w|th the |dea of be|ng |n love.|'m unreal, unexpected, unpred|cted, d|rect|onless, unfocused, unsp|r|tual...| love to have a good t|me, have good conversat|ons..| am ch|ll, blur, stubborn at t|mes, but | am here for my fam|ly and fr|ends or anyone else |f they need me. l|fe |s a lot of work,| m just out there l|v|ng |t. !!!
