grâce

flying off to London

2007-09-19T05:45:00.000+01:00

*phew* Finished packing !! Luggage still a lil over weight. Now worryin that my luggage might "explode" by the time it reaches Heathrow Airport. Ppl "SWING and THROW" ye know.. sigh.. Been minimized out loads of stuff but still.. that heavy - 30kg !

Will be leaving to KLIA his evening, checking in early at 11pm and the flight is at 2am. Im' now standing in between happy and sad ! Happy that could fly back to London again !! Sad of leaving friends and family *sob* ooh.. sadly, Ems's baby still doesn't want to come out b4 we leave.. *hmmph* :(

Will miss ye guys loads !! :p

It's 17th September 2007 !!

2007-09-17T02:52:00.000+01:00

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 ........... 16 .... 18 .... 21 .......23 !

Happy 23rd Birthday Darl !!!

Another candle on your cake. be glad that you've the enough strengh to blow them all out *hoooooooh* and make a wish !!
Know what I've prepared for him ? *grinn*

1. Bought a 2G memory card for his new toy - camera ! Probably he'd used up the whole 2G to snap ME ! wuahhahaa..

2. Gave him an extra extra huge B'day card. As big as it could cover the whole me..

3. ooh... I baked a cake for him *blueberry cotton cheese cake* !! My 1st time you know.. *heee* hmm, wonder how does it taste like *yum yumme*

Hopefully he'll like all of them.. *he must !!*

2007-09-17T02:50:00.000+01:00

disappointment...

2007-09-09T13:03:00.000+01:00

you disappoint all of us...

you never learn from your mistakes !
.. now that you're far away outside, thought that you'd learn to be better from the outside world. you never know how worry we are all these while since you left.
When you told me the news and reasons of choosing this path in your life, I thought u've grown to be a mature person. But you DID NOT. you let us down.
Loads of fights and arguements in this house because of the trouble you've made. Been telling you tons of advices, but you refused to listen. Giving you better suggestions, but you refused to take it.. . Now that things had gone so badly, telling lies one after another. where're the trust and promises you gave ? Aren't you have a lil regrets ?
.. He's not everything in you life. you've got me, and all of us here who giving you lots of loves. We never left you behind and you knew that from your heart.. you knew it ! I know you knew it !! *sob sob* ............

in case you've forgotten this; they're getting old.. they smile with wrinkles, white hairs growing out. why can't you let them live their life without worries ? don't let them frown again please.. *sigh*

when will you be awake ? - Now is not too late. turn around. We're just right there for you to reach out anytime.

tiring...

2007-08-26T16:07:00.000+01:00

Foooh ! finally ! ..tiring but *yey*.. clean, neat, simple and comfortable !

Been cleaning up the house for 2 days ! Rearranging some furnitures - moved the huge photostate machine and 2 book racks into the study room instead of putting it at the "suppose-to-be a" nice, wide dining area. Throwing out loads junks from my house. Forcing my mum to clean up her "mess".. especially her bookssssssssss and paperssssssssssssss !! *keep nagging on her* :( how bad am I.
Get my 18 yrs old piano waxed! now she shines even more *hee* bought a nice lamp to accompany her in the night, and display some of my photos on her *just in case she miss me* hehe..
Ooh, I accidentally found out my fav toys - a box of Lego !! I re-built + design 3 new houses for my tiny lil sweet couple-4cm tall still... they never grow :'( a glass cage for the 2cm big red parrot and a small garden for the black horse *he grew! no more a pony! :p
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Had a very bad dream yesterday night... dreamt of someone I loved, cruely left me :( It was horrible-sad-unbelievable.. it was so real !! I realised I am crying when I woke up in sudden!... *aiks! not again!!* Quickly grab the phone and rang darling. It was 6 in the morning. He's still in Simon's house.. I relieved after I spoke to him and dozzed off again! Woke up at 10.30am this morning, I couldn't stop laughing myself out after recalling all these !! hahaha...
*Stop saying u're leaving me again :( those dreams aren't sweet at all :'(

Sending my mum off to Malacca this afternoon. Attending some meetings for a week... Fetching her back on Merdeka Day.

.......

Yoohoo... tomorrow going up kl for 3 days of shopping with my Evil Wong !! And of cause, will be seeing darl again !!

sick+transformer+harry potter

2007-07-15T15:29:00.001+01:00

is it so hard to breath ?
Is it so hard to finish a complete sentence ?
that's what I am now. It seems something stuck in my throat and I'm trying to choke it out all the time ! *suffering* thinking back months ago, how terribly i fall sick in UK and my chest got infected by dry coughing *%#%@ !!

sick sick sick... I'm sick of getting sick !!!

..................................................back home now

been spending 2 weeks in Banting, helping up darl with his dad's new shop "i-dear" in Klang.

we both sneak out from work and watch "Transformer". Whahaha... i luv bumblebee... I wanna watch again ! hee.. "kh khk kh kh khk" <-- that's how darl talk for the past few weeks til now and he's trying hard to transform himself. *sigh*

Watched Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix the next day. I could say, this is the worst Harry Potter movie :( *sad sad* I'm disappointed.

I'm sorry

2007-07-09T08:51:00.000+01:00

I'm sorry.. (I've read it) - deleted my post as well.. Sorry

home-sweet-home

2007-06-06T13:54:00.000+01:00

..phew.. Finally !! after 14 hours of flight ! my parents picked me up in KLIA. Well, it supposed to be home-sweet-home, but a feeling of lost and hollow came to me - omy, i gonna miss him soo much.. which i realised i've been so used to him by my side all the time in london. someone whom I rely on all these while. darl, miss ye loads loads

.......................
Once my dad drove to Segamat town, it seems everything are so NEW to me. Fajar supermarket was gone and a new Giant came out, new shop lots, Oh, the McD is still there ! *gigs*

...for the entire night, I couldn't make myself to sleep although i'm terribly tired. I' walked around my house from front to back, upstair to downstair, going thru each and every corner (even the storage room) 'tic-tac, tic-tac, tic-tac' switching on and off, played with the lights - for uncountable times, with empty brains, and no reason why.

"mummy! where're my old books ? mummy! where're my stuff ? Daddy! where's my file? Daddy, where're my boxes? mummy! where're my this-and-that-etc-etc-etc. " oh dear.. I've only gone away from home for only 8 months and nobody touches my things at all. Flipping through my old books, digging out my old junks - And Yes, everything seems so new to me now !! *hee*

And now, a question keep pop-ing out in my mind every now and then "what am i suppose to do for this few months ?" to get rott at home ? ohmy.. i need a plan *sick sick sick*

grace is hungree now..

Old Edinburgh

2007-05-08T14:20:00.000+01:00

Day 4 :
Been spending 2 days in Edinburgh, The Capital of Scotland... Ooh, Edinburgh is way cool !! The Old Town and New Town.

the stunning Edinburgh Castle

Old town - 1)really "old" 2)It has preserved its medival plan and many Reformation-era buildings (lurve the building) 3)One end is closed by the castle and the main artery, the Royal Mile, actually made up of four distinct streets named Castlehill, the Lawnmarket, the High Street and the Canongate.

Edinburgh Old Town

The Royal Mile

The Royal Mile (right outside the Edinburgh Castle entrance)

Highland Church - richly decorated neo-Gothic marvel

A view from the castle, look over the Authur Seats and (another big Ben in Edinburgh ehh ?) ;P

Scottish Boy blowing bagpipe on the street

the beautiful lake district

2007-04-12T16:15:00.000+01:00

Day 3:

It was 8 something in the morning, in the car, my eyes are glued shut with sleep but i manage to eventually pry them open, and so continue our Road Trip again.. Had quite a buzz of excitement over the whole trip.. Along the journey, drove in betwwen the hills and mountains, I was drawn to the lovely way the milky white sheep on green hills, matched up with the blue blue sky. It was too beeeautiful.. I couldn't stop snapping photos..*never want to put myself into the pics as it would spoil the scene* Lol.. ;p

Isn't it beautiful ?

The papa sheep, mama sheep and the babies..

an hour flew (more like drove... *hehe)
Finally we reached Lake District ! head for a quick brush up at a public toilet and wander around that place.. As i breath, i could smell the cool fresh oxsigen, the wind hit on me and wrap me up ! *freezing*

It looks more like a fishing village for me.. *hee*.. People prepared their boats, brought along their dogs.. mostly were senior citizens. look, how relaxing is their life hur ;)

This creature caught my eyes as it swam towards me, bringing the flow with it.. the clear water reflects it's beauty.. the swan !

We rent a small boat, 28 pounds for an hour.. and drove ourself out to the lake.. 'brroooombrrroooommmm' the boat manage to move only 50km/hr speed *phew* Til the mid lake, while enjoying the scene and wind blowing to my face, the engine shut down suddenly !

"Aaaww, What happen !!!"

..and the boat floating, complete unbalance. I went panic and in real worried that I would go drowsy and faint - seasick! [which I had a bad experience before when i was a child] I wave hard, hoping somebody could see us ! *felt so tiny* hee.. A boat saw us, they thought we were waving for fun. *ugh* No!! Come here ! We need help ! We wave them to come !

Finally, they came ! *relief* phoned up and seek for rescue team ! haha.. sounds so dramatic ! The rescue boat towed our boat back and get full refund back! *yey* ;p

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Threlkeld Quarry & Mining Museum. Oh ! how can I forget this museum ! The Old ticket man thought I'm a kid ! *urh*

T.man : There's 2 types o'ticket. 5 pounds for the mine adit tour, and 3 pounds for the museum tour.

Isaact : So, how much we have to pay in total ?

T.man : Well, 5 pounds for adults, 2.50 pounds for the child [POINTING at me], same goes to our museum tour, 3 pounds for adults, half price for the child [pointing at me AGAIN]!

Shu Hui and Houy See non-stop gigglin at the back.

*aaaww !!

After we paid, there're few other tourists and a old tour guide waiting for us ! The ticket man yelled to the tour guide "There's 4 more ppl for the tour ! Thhrreeeeee adults and Oonnnnnnneeeeee child !! *covered my face* everyone's looking at us, especially ME !! *sigh*

3 Adults and 1 Child [that's me!] ;(

The Old mining tour guide

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.................continue - Edinburgh

Manchester

2007-04-12T12:40:00.000+01:00

Day 2:
Manchester . Spent a day discovering Manchester city. Bought ourself a Metromax ticket, hop into the tram stop by places and places. Manchester City quite small tho !

The tram

Manchester city seems like a *Brownish-red city* for me...

China Town

I was amazed by this Hilton skycraper building !! Stand-alone modern glass building in the middle of city, surrounded by old low-rise buildings. A big contrast between it!

Okay, here comes the famous Old Trafford Stadium - Manchester United Football Club !

When comes to night, we start our journey again to Lake District. Slept overnight in the car.. took a hot bath at a highway station ! ;p

Easter Holiday

2007-04-12T11:34:00.000+01:00

It's already the 2nd week of Easter hols. Can't believe i'm back from 6 days of road trip.. things just flew by.. been having a real fun and interesting days. We rent a car and........... wOOoohOo !

Day 1 :
London . Morning . get dressed and packed ! Rent a Vauxhall Astra 1.6 car from 'national'... [sadly, non of us aged 25 and above, got to pay extra charged] Stop by a shop to get a book of A-Z Great Britain map. We -Isaact, Shu Hui, and Me (3 map-idiot) flip .. flip .. flip .. flip "Huh?? how to read this map?" hahaha ;D we then approached an OLD man with an antique specs. *how shame we are*

Isaact: "excuseme, how to read this map eh?"
O. man: "oo, where are you going ?"
Me: "Edinburgh"
O. man: "Eeedinburrgghh. Ah! use M1 motorway! hmm.. COME Come, lemmi show you!" grab an EXTRA huge map from the rack and start showing us..

We drove from London way up to Manchester for a night.

What kind of 'Smart' are you?

2007-03-20T01:44:00.000Z

All-Around Smart

You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.

0% applied intelligence
40% learned intelligence

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Snowflakes

2007-02-09T18:41:00.000Z

It's snowing !!

2007-01-24T11:16:00.000Z

outside the corridor...

As I awake
Breathing in a new day;
I look out from the window
"It's snowing!!" I yelled in joy...
Swing the door opened with a big smile,
I pick up a drop of icy soft snow from my doorstep
Slowly, it melt in my palm
What a beautiful day..
I lift up my face towards the sky,
Tiny snowflakes spill from the heaven's hand
falling like little white feathers
gently drop on my cheek
Graceful beauty raining down
Giving magic to the lifeless ground,
Each snowflake like a falling star
Till earth is dressed in a robe of white

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Happy New Year London 2007

2007-01-02T00:14:00.000Z

Happy New Year !!

Best wishes to everyone in year 2007

grace

Merry X'mas

2006-12-17T21:09:00.000Z

Wishing you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Fill your day with the Joyest moment..

grace

下午 3点02分

2006-12-12T14:51:00.000Z

烟点着了

风把我卷入它怀抱好冷

叶枯了随着风的旋律一片片飘下

树枝复杂仿佛失去了陪伴在挣扎似

树空荡荡依然很坚强

云沉重不舍

太阳隐藏依然散发它的光

我角落旁寂静

另一边是否已进入黑夜

回忆想念思念

闷不开心

瞬间失去自我失去方向

忘了任性忘了固执忘了一切

脑袋虽空但烦躁

好想狂奔好想呼唤好想流浪

烟熄了

.............

changed

2006-12-10T17:34:00.000Z

Back again into my Blog.
Almost 3 months i've been here, and.... that's it ! End of semester too !! phew ~ Time flies tho.
Of cause life here is different from where I came from. Environment changed, people changed, weather changed.. As i breath, I felt the changed in movement, rhythm and frequency.. *ahh*

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a word now I can describe for myself ----> bored

gracie

2006-10-29T12:06:00.000Z

craving for MALAYSIA mamak fooood

2006-09-17T01:46:00.000+01:00

It's 1.47am now
hungree *mamak*

*I want Mee Hoon Goreng from Mamak !!*

missing someone

2006-09-05T08:01:00.000+01:00

* I want to go with you *

..miss ye badly even just a day or two apart.. =(

did something "illegal"

2006-09-01T18:34:00.000+01:00

.. went dinner with some unties and uncles at a restaurant, force to swallow loads food (chicken, crap, toufu, veg, fish) *sigh* "you should eat more, hardly get Malaysia food in UK, girl"
*gosh, HELP !!* i'm extremely full, can't even store a tiny seed in my stomach..
*urgh urgh*
.. went yum cha with a bunch of ex-classmates *chit-chat-chit-chat* *heh*

*grace sez she did something "illegally wrong" with her dearest best buddy-Eva tonight* =( but she enjoy doing it *lol*

mooncake again ??

2006-09-01T04:54:00.000+01:00

9.45am, eyes wide open.. went down to the kitchen yelling for "food" *that's what i did every morning*
*arh, mooncake* *again ??* without 2nd thoughts, swallowed a huge piece of it !!
*urgh* full, satisfied and ---- *sigh* regret !! *overshot*

*alrite, grace, stop eating !*
been psycho-ing myself all the time..*aaaaarrrhhhhhh*

merdeka

2006-08-31T15:28:00.000+01:00

"Merdeka !! Merdeka !! Merdeka !!" *bleh* *no big deal* am laying on the sofa, staring at the clock wondering.. *something came into my mind* feeling a lil ysuolaej (he knew) and how i wish i could be there tho .. *sigh* nyway, is just a boring merdeka day.. did some laundry, shop a lil with my mum *heh*

*grace sez she's slee..eepy*

repack-unpack-repack-unpack-repack-unpack

2006-08-30T16:25:00.000+01:00

..luggage weight not exceed 30kg *argh!* repack-unpack-repack-unpack-repack-unpack..continuously doing the same thingy for hours, got very frustrated and had a small arguement with my mum *sigh*
..hand baggage restriction: one standard sized bag, no larger than 56cm x 45cm x 25cm (22"×18"×10" approx) and one briefcase, laptop computer bag or equivalent *damn* no liquid, drinks, cosmetics, toiletries blahbleh.. turn down all my excitement when come to packing my luggage *potong-steam*

6665665665665666*

2006-08-30T05:27:00.000+01:00

..back from kl yesterday ! *sigh* Well, the Barbecue Gathering was fun *blink* 'Mo-Rib-Hai~~~' *lol* Thanks for coming and thanks for the present *thank you* gonna miss ye guys loads loads. Been lepak-ing in kl for few days, shopping, movies, datings *wink*
..went for photo shooting in school *yey* our photos will be display along the gallery corridor as Award winning. Check it out !!
.. *6665*6656*6566*5666* 4D TOTO and Magnum !! haha.. (2 sohai 1st time buy toto) *duh* banging around Segamat looking for "magnum" shop !! "hei, how to buy weh? how to write ey?" *lol*
..going S'pore next week !! *weeeeww... shopping !*
..hmm.. left exactly 2 weeks to 13th Sept ! Extremely excited, yet kinda sad of leaving this place which captured 21 years of my memoirs !!

escape

2006-08-24T02:04:00.002+01:00

... it's 9.20am, and yet i'm still awake, waiting for someone showing up in front of my house =) *bluek* .. been locking myself, get myself rott and hardly step out from my house the entire week. *phew* sticking my butt in front of the computer, did nothing but blogging, music, messenger, games, phone calls *bored til death*, mum's been nagging non-stop eversince weeks ago
"ning,can'tyouhelpupalilinthekitchen !!cleanyourroom,takeoutthelaundry,put awayyourcleanclothes.."
"girl, cleanupurmessimediately !! aren'tyou'dnothingtodohur ? startpackingyourluggage..blahblahbleh.. and it goes on"
..well i'm still tied to my mothers apron strings and yet i'm 'happy' to listen *duh~* ..parents often engage in nagging techniques because they need their child to do something and because they believe their persistent requests, demands, reminders, and threats of negative consequences will influence them to do what they want. What most parents fail to realize is that even when nagging does work, it usually ends up leaving both sides with negative feelings about the whole matter.. (haha..alright ! stop this whole nagging thingy !)
..counting down the days to 13th Sept "weeeeeeeeeeeee...., here i come, London!" staring at the cal, the clock *tic tac tic tac* (aawwwwwrgh ! can't it goes any faster??) yet another loooooooong day.
..anyway, finally i could escape from here for a couple of days in kl !! *yey* *lepak-lepak* looking forward to the classmates and friends BarBeCue gathering at Morib Beach this Saturday night !! *yooohooo* foooood! chicken wings, fishballs, grill fish, seafood, deserts (yumm! kinda hungree now haha..)
*yawn* better get some sleep now while waiting for my ehem.. "driver" !! hehe.. :p
Nite everyone !

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

2006-08-21T08:36:00.000+01:00

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Kind of Food Are You

2006-08-21T08:25:00.000+01:00

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.

You pull punches, but people still love you.

struck by the dart of love

2006-08-20T19:05:00.000+01:00

Dearest,

Please, please don't be so depressed -- We'll meet soon, and then these lonesome days will be over -- and until we are, I am loving, loving every tiny minute of the day and night -- Maybe you won't understand this, but sometimes when I miss you most, it's hardest to write -- and you always know when I make myself -- Just the ache of it all -- and I can't tell you. If we were together, you'd feel how strong it is -- Those dear, dear little fusses, when I always tried so hard to make you smile, kiss and forget --Don't don't ever think of the things you can't give me -- You've trusted me with the dearest heart of all -- and it's so damn much more than anybody else in all the world has ever had --I was delivered to you -- to be worn -- I want you to wear me, like a watch -- charm or a button -- to the world.

-grace-

blessings

2006-08-19T11:51:00.000+01:00

Thank you guys for all your warm, sincere and supportive blessings to us.. Am glad.
Very much appreciated! =)

-grace-

life is beautiful

2006-08-09T15:01:00.000+01:00

Accept what you are able to do and wat you are not able to do,
Accept the past as past without denying it or discarding it,
Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive other,
Don't assume that it's t late to get involve in anything,
You're young and life is a long way more for you,
Life is beautiful.. do you know that ?

msid

2006-08-09T13:12:00.000+01:00

Message in a bottle !!

msid

2006-08-09T13:07:00.000+01:00

5th August 2006
Synergy Installation
Champion !!

UCE vs MDX

2006-07-22T16:49:00.000+01:00

Which University Should I Choose ??

无所事事

2006-06-25T09:23:00.000+01:00

呆在家几天了。无所事事，对着电脑，在网上漫步。。滑鼠总环绕在他名字旁，好想问候，好想再次对他说笑，对他说傻话。。但，我知不该这么做, 自私 ! 会让他更伤痛。。因为是我让他离去。他的笑容没了，距离有了，他的快乐也走了。。

情路

2006-06-25T09:05:00.000+01:00

從來沒想過情感路上的煎熬那麼苦.. 一直以為真心的愛情已在我們身旁感情路上
是你填滿了我的空虛.. 愛情道上是你為我添上了光彩
從來沒想過別離路上的荊棘那麼狠, 一直相信衷心的祝福為我們劃下幸福
風雨路上是我阻擋了你的天氣..
人說要懂得真惜但為何分手悲傷旋律依舊徘徊蕩然
你說要懂得分寸但為何炙手哀傷故事依然發終究生
我說要懂得放開, 感情到了盡頭愛無法繼續.. 離別始終要到來...
相愛未覺難別離甚為傷十載感情一朝隨風去

his..

2006-06-24T20:01:00.000+01:00

His...
Eyes that lead me out from the dark and when i was lost, it blinks when it saw me
Ears that heard my thoughts, jokes, happiness, sorrows and everything
Nose that smelled my troubles
Mouth that used to jokes to cheer me up and always kept his promise
Shoulder that let me lied on when i was broken into pieces
Hands that held me tight and gave me security, fragrance that stay in his hand which always gives roses
Legs that walked with me with joy
Last but not least A heart that is pure, true, kind, loving, caring, forgiving and understanding
Oh ya, not to forget, "stubborn" and he's proud of it ! Haha... Always willing to let me bullied, yet he enjoyed being bullied !! ^_^'''
Tho the time we spent together are short, yet he left me a sweet, full of laughters and unforgetable memories which i could keep...
A good guy i ever had.. :p

what's your Lurve Style?

2006-06-24T15:52:00.000+01:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

给你最好的疼爱是手放开

2006-06-24T07:45:00.000+01:00

看著往事　一幕一幕　再次演出你我的快乐
曾尝试去爱　但你要的爱　我学不來　我给不了不知该如何向你交代
不忍心眼睜睜看情变坏不知该如何向自己交代
不忍心眼睜睜看情感慨眼睜睜看你受伤害在你我的情感世界里留下遗憾
不能给你未來　我还你現在感情的岁月从不待人
安静结束也是另一种对待　希望有一天你会明白
当眼泪流下来　伤已悄在　我已不懂如何去爱
分开也是另一种明白..
我给你最好的疼爱是手放开　不想再看见你那沾湿泪水的枕头　
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海被伤害紧紧跟随着的你很无奈
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白让彼此的记忆里有大家的好
把爱收进胸前左边口袋留给她人
感情就像候车月台　有人走就有人來天底下从来就没有不散的宴席
我的心是一個车牌　写着等待
你的那些憔悴为我付出那种伤心我了解
你又何苦勉强自己爱上我的一切

walk with joy

2006-05-06T10:51:00.000+01:00

Old black leather
Unique
Comfortable
Well-worn
.....
He have walked in for many a day
led him many miles
taken him from place to place
placing a smile of joy upon his smiling face
.....

Home is where my soul belongs

2006-05-01T12:43:00.000+01:00

Home ! Home means different things to different people. Home means family to some and complete intrigue to others. I have a home, what I call family, familiarity, comfort and security. Home, a place where a bunch of souls live, saving each other and care for each other.

Home, is where the heart is! Home is where there is excitement unknown, when the heart yells out and says, I'm home, and this is where I belongs to.. My heart is free, my mind is free. I am free. Free from outside world, which all that I call "evil".

Home, where its my world, the world with loves and appreciates the value of home and its true meaning is invited.

Home is where my family live, silently waiting for me to go back to. Family is ever so kind and loving, ever so sweet, ever so overwhelming that words are not enough to express its beauty. It can trigger this ecstasy, this bliss, this intoxication, this wildness, this fire, this energy, this excitement, this happiness, this life inside me.

Life, is a dark forest of fear and suffocation. Walk home, with warmth and faith.

Argh ! I wanna go Home !

Michael Bublè "Home"

chemistry of Dunhill+Marlboro

2006-05-01T08:05:00.000+01:00

The Chemistry of DunBoro Menthol Double Lights !
0% Fat, 100% Confidence !!

more than useless

2006-04-26T15:16:00.000+01:00

Dear iz, dedicate to you.. *haha*

I feel like, I would like

To be somewhere else doing something that matters

And I'll admit here, while I sit here

My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

Whats the purpose? It feels worthless

So unwanted like I've lost all my value

I can't find it, not in the least bitand

I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless

And when I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right Do something right for once

So I say if I can't, do something significant

I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted

And nothing trival, that life could give me will

Measure up to what might have replaced it

Too late look, my date book

Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone

And I bet, that regret Will prove to get me to improve in the long run

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless

And when I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless

And I never knew I knew this

Was gonna the day, gonna be the day

That I would do something right Do something right for once

I notice, I know this

Week is a symbol of how I use my time

Resent it, I spent it Convincing myself the world's doing just fine

Without me Doing anything of any consequence

Without me Showing any sign of ever making sense

Of my time , it's my life

And my right, to use it like I should

Like he would, for the good

Of everything that I would ever know

I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless

And I never knew I knew this

Was gonna the day, gonna be the day

That I would do something right Do something right for once

-Relient K -

everytime..

2006-04-26T13:46:00.000+01:00

When I don't feel like feeling
or trying at all;

When life looks so hard
and the road seems too long;

When I'm broken in hundred pieces
and can't face one more mile;

You pick me up
and put me together
and make me smile..

Every time I lay my eyes on you; Is it the way that I melt inside?
Every time I see you smile; Is it the way I get a smile on my face?
Every time I hear you laugh; Is it the way my heart races?
Every time I hear the sound of your voice; Is it the way I get chills?
Every time I hear your name; Is it the way your smile cheers me up?
Every time I am away from you; Is it the way I look forward to hearing your voice?
Every time I call you; Is it the way you are always on my mind?
Every time you say something funny;Is it the way you make feel like I'm on top of the world?
Every time I'm with you; Is it the way that you make me feel inside?
Every time we talk; Is it the way I wish I could see your heart?
Every time I say something dumb; Is it the way I feel like nothing can go wrong?
Every time you p*ss by me; Is it the way I can't find the right words to tell you how much I care for you?
Every time I'm around you; Is it the way i get the feeling of joy in my heart?
Every time I think about you; I got a huge smile on my face!

your name

2006-04-03T16:14:00.000+01:00

These days...

every corner I turn I see your name on the wall

Every light post I go by and the light is steaming and the road there I see your name gleaming

Every waves of the ocean that crashes on the rocks I hear your name

Every songs I listen I hear your name

In every heartbeat I go by I hear your name

Your name is something that tells me how much

You mean to me..

I fall to you each and everyday

You'd make my life..

接受

2006-03-22T19:27:00.000Z

真不敢相信，这么快。。我竟然，接受了。。答应了。。唉 ~~

你等着瞧吧！！:p

朋友

2006-03-22T03:55:00.000Z

朋友，

一年了，我们终于联络回了。。好高兴吧！哈哈。。
这一年里，有许多话，想和你说，和你分享。。（因为你够 “八”呀）哈哈。。但最终,只能在心里默默地想念与祝福。。现在，没 “障碍”咯。。呵呵。。

A friend is a gift you give yourself.. :)

烦闷

2006-03-21T16:10:00.000Z

今天的心情不知怎么了，好烦躁、不想说话；好闷，什么事都办不了，真没心情。。
一直责怪着自己没脑子！脑袋一片空白 ; 仿佛脑细胞在睡眠状态中；再怎么逼着自己想，也想不通；发觉浪费了几天的时间，还解决不了！空！
烦死人了！真笨！醒醒啊!!!!!!!! 再这样下去，什么都没了，毁了！

从新开始

2006-03-19T03:13:00.000Z

从新开始，新的生活，寻找属于自己的天空。。
我听见未来在呼唤着我，去寻找我自己

感激

2006-02-08T23:58:00.000Z

知道你们都很关心，一直陪着我，很感激 ;)
谢谢。

luv,
grace

apart

2006-01-23T11:24:00.000Z

...tears me apart before everything sets in and i end up lost...

A touching story..

2006-01-06T14:10:00.000Z

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him:"How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girls often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married.

So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, where as the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry ...it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone, which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls, all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learns sign language & started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice.I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Touching... Don't you just love happy ending "We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

爱自己..

2006-01-03T17:08:00.000Z

说得对：不爱自己，怎么去爱他人呢？疼惜自己。。爱自己多过爱别人吧！

thx twin twin..

2006-01-02T16:49:00.001Z

Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being.

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.

The pain passes, but the beauty remains.

Cherish forever what makes you unique, ‘cuz you're really a yawn if it goes.

depression

2005-05-17T16:59:00.000+01:00

I DON'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL..... :''''(

Side View of sculpture

2005-04-20T04:53:00.000+01:00

Side elevation of our sculpture. This side is perfect without any burnt and holes, the ruber tube crossed through the 4 planes.

Side View of sculpture

2005-04-20T04:52:00.000+01:00

Side View of our sculpture. Cardboard box card with burnt edges, left bare and covered with wire mesh and aluminium sheets, scewed with nuts and bolts

Front view of sculpture

2005-04-20T04:50:00.000+01:00

Front view of our sculpture.
Right - perfect ; Left - imperfect

sick

2005-03-25T16:14:00.000Z

I am sick ! sigh..

Poem for Everyone

2005-02-18T10:01:00.000Z

'Poem for Everyone'
~ By John T. Wood (1974)

I will present you
parts
of
myself
slowly
if you are patient and tender.
I will open drawers
that mostly stay closed
and bring out places and people and things
sounds and smells,
loves and frustrations,
hopes and sadnesses,
bits and pieces of three decades of life
that have been grabbed off
in chunks
and found lying in my hands.
they have eaten
their way into my memory,
carved their way into
my heart.
altogether
- you or i will never see them -
they are me.
if you regard them lightly,
deny that they are important
or worse, judge them
i will quietly, slowly,
begin to wrap them up,
in small pieces of velvet,
like worn silver and gold jewelry,
tuck them away
in a small wooden chest of drawers

and close.

Return to school

2005-02-18T07:39:00.000Z

Return back to School !!!

THE BLACK Building, I'm back !

Pre-Valentine..

2005-02-12T17:25:00.000Z

Pre-Valentine...

1. Who are you dating this Feb 14?
2. Where will you be?
3. Bought any gifts? Or are you expecting any?
4. What's the best valentine's you've had ever in your life?
5. What's the worst?
6. How romantic can you be?
7. What are you going to say to your date?
8. Any fancy dinner & night? Or candle light?
9. How are you going to dress up yourself?
10. Planning to shop for anything?

(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´ i love you..
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.
grace, wan ning

Dumb Insects !

2005-02-10T17:59:00.000Z

These 2 days been busy celebrating CNY, collecting ang pows !!
Well, yesterday, was taking my bath in my grandma's house.. while i started showering my hair, a huge Crocoach n a Beetle suddenly flew out of nowhere, started doing its normal annoying stuff... Ye know !
The Beetle flying around like it's crazy and keep rebounding against the wall ! The Crocoach crawling around on the wall. It's size bigger than my dad's tumb ! Oh Gawd ! I stood at a corner, starring at them for bout 2 minutes long. Dare not take my eyes off them "Right ! don't come near me !" As i slowly steped towards my shapoo, out of sudden, the Crocoach started gone mad, fly around and so the Beetle joined in.. I screamed !! Jumping around, running around in the toilet.. You can imagine that !! When i reach out to the door, the Croacoch fly towards and stop right 1 inches near the door handle ! Damn it !! I step backwards, turned around, the Beetle is flying right in front of my eyes v a loud buzzing sound it made!!! "AAAAAAAAAAAA.............." i screamed in the highest pitch which i neva done it before in my life !! Nobody heard me at all !! Everyone is buzy gambling, talking, laughing, drinking, eating in the living hall and dining hall.. Argh !! For minutes, both Croacoch n Beetle flying around n banging on the wall til they found a window high up on the wall, n flew out of it !!
Phew.. relief !! Frightened me to death ! Continued with my bath.. but my eyes non stop looking checking around if there's anymore annoying insects !!!
What the Hell with the insects ??! Couldn't stand the annoying "ZZZZ" sound the Beetle made, the "flapping.. slapping.." sound they made when they hit against the wall !! Even worst, they fly around directionless til i got no where a safe place to stand still !! Can they really see or they're plain dumb ??!! Should get an insect trap or some monstrous insect eating plant for the toilet !! Gawd !!!
I seriously HATE insects !! Not only that, whatever small animals, flying stuff !! Got frightened before when i was young by a lizard crawling over my feet !! They should really invent this insecticide with major homing properties. Ensure all insects are killed. Include something like they Died and Disintegrate into nothingness!! That's even better ! ! Eish!
But, lucky too the Croacoch stop near the door's handle when i was about to unlock,swing the door, and run out from the toilet in totally Nude !!! Hahaha....
Can't they just let me have a peace shower n have fun after i leave the toilet ??! "I Hate You !! Do YOU hear that ?" YOU Dumb, Brainless, Stupid Insects !!

Luct's "jokers..

2005-02-05T14:43:00.000Z

Hmm.. These jokers are my current classmates... fun to be with..

Best Friends of mine...

2005-02-04T08:31:00.000Z

Twin twin (left) n Eva (right)..

The OLDest friend..

2005-02-04T08:23:00.000Z

PATricia "the great".. the OLDEST friend of mine.. 20 yrs ~ yea!! I already know her since she was still inside her mum's tummy... ;p

Lee Hom

2005-02-04T08:15:00.000Z

Lee Hom.. he's good looking n musical.. !! Meiyi's idol !! ;p

Friendss..

2005-02-04T08:12:00.000Z

Friendss... ex-classmates for 5 yrs in smkcc..
front left - Jessica, Shirley, Chia Ling, Bih Fong, Su Ing and Siew Yoke.
front right - Meiyi, Shalini, Patricia, me and Yoke Fong.
pix taken at pizza hut sgt, 3rd Jan, celebrating Chia Ling's belated birthday..

Jay Chou !

2005-02-04T07:17:00.000Z

JAY.. my greatest idol !! He Rocks, His concert Superb, He's Awesome, He's Talented !! He's so Cool.. Fall in love with his music.. Jay is Simply the Best !! the Diao-est !!

Hello Blog !!

2005-02-03T19:52:00.000Z

Hello.. Juz created this blog. And drop by to say "hi, hello and nice to meet ye" to my Blog... haha.. Will scribble on ye soon... *wink*
c ye !!

grace

grâce

flying off to London

It's 17th September 2007 !!

disappointment...

tiring...

sick+transformer+harry potter

I'm sorry

home-sweet-home

Old Edinburgh

the beautiful lake district

Manchester

Easter Holiday

What kind of 'Smart' are you?

Snowflakes

It's snowing !!

Happy New Year London 2007

Merry X'mas

下午 3点02分

changed

gracie

craving for MALAYSIA mamak fooood

missing someone

did something "illegal"

mooncake again ??

merdeka

repack-unpack-repack-unpack-repack-unpack

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escape

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

What Kind of Food Are You

struck by the dart of love

blessings

life is beautiful

msid

msid

UCE vs MDX

最近

无所事事

情路

his..

what's your Lurve Style?

给你最好的疼爱是手放开

walk with joy

Home is where my soul belongs

chemistry of Dunhill+Marlboro

more than useless

everytime..

your name

接受

朋友

烦闷

从新开始

感激

apart

A touching story..

爱自己..

thx twin twin..

depression

Side View of sculpture

Side View of sculpture

Front view of sculpture

sick

Poem for Everyone

Return to school

Pre-Valentine..

Dumb Insects !

Luct's "jokers..

Best Friends of mine...

The OLDest friend..

Lee Hom

Friendss..

Jay Chou !

Hello Blog !!

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