L|fe is everyth|ng . the b|rds . the trees . the rocks . the sun . the moon . the un|verse. Let us walk w|th L|fe. Let us love one another.
Love . Hardsh|p . W|sdom . Knowledge
Th|s |s the L|fe..
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
flying off to London
*phew* Finished packing !! Luggage still a lil over weight. Now worryin that my luggage might "explode" by the time it reaches Heathrow Airport. Ppl "SWING and THROW" ye know.. sigh.. Been minimized out loads of stuff but still.. that heavy - 30kg !
Will be leaving to KLIA his evening, checking in early at 11pm and the flight is at 2am. Im' now standing in between happy and sad ! Happy that could fly back to London again !! Sad of leaving friends and family *sob* ooh.. sadly, Ems's baby still doesn't want to come out b4 we leave.. *hmmph* :(
Another candle on your cake. be glad that you've the enough strengh to blow them all out *hoooooooh* and make a wish !! Know what I've prepared for him ? *grinn*
1. Bought a 2G memory card for his new toy - camera ! Probably he'd used up the whole 2G to snap ME ! wuahhahaa..
2. Gave him an extra extra huge B'day card. As big as it could cover the whole me..
3. ooh... I baked a cake for him *blueberry cotton cheese cake* !! My 1st time you know.. *heee* hmm, wonder how does it taste like *yum yumme*
Hopefully he'll like all of them.. *he must !!*
Sunday, September 09, 2007
you disappoint all of us...
you never learn from your mistakes ! .. now that you're far away outside, thought that you'd learn to be better from the outside world. you never know how worry we are all these while since you left. When you told me the news and reasons of choosing this path in your life, I thought u've grown to be a mature person. But you DID NOT. you let us down. Loads of fights and arguements in this house because of the trouble you've made. Been telling you tons of advices, but you refused to listen. Giving you better suggestions, but you refused to take it.. . Now that things had gone so badly, telling lies one after another. where're the trust and promises you gave ? Aren't you have a lil regrets ? .. He's not everything in you life. you've got me, and all of us here who giving you lots of loves. We never left you behind and you knew that from your heart.. you knew it ! I know you knew it !! *sob sob* ............
in case you've forgotten this; they're getting old.. they smile with wrinkles, white hairs growing out. why can't you let them live their life without worries ? don't let them frown again please.. *sigh*
when will you be awake ? - Now is not too late. turn around. We're just right there for you to reach out anytime.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Foooh ! finally ! ..tiring but *yey*.. clean, neat, simple and comfortable !
Been cleaning up the house for 2 days ! Rearranging some furnitures - moved the huge photostate machine and 2 book racks into the study room instead of putting it at the "suppose-to-be a" nice, wide dining area. Throwing out loads junks from my house. Forcing my mum to clean up her "mess".. especially her bookssssssssss and paperssssssssssssss !! *keep nagging on her* :( how bad am I. Get my 18 yrs old piano waxed! now she shines even more *hee* bought a nice lamp to accompany her in the night, and display some of my photos on her *just in case she miss me* hehe.. Ooh, I accidentally found out my fav toys - a box of Lego !! I re-built + design 3 new houses for my tiny lil sweet couple-4cm tall still... they never grow :'( a glass cage for the 2cm big red parrot and a small garden for the black horse *he grew! no more a pony! :p .......................................
Had a very bad dream yesterday night... dreamt of someone I loved, cruely left me :( It was horrible-sad-unbelievable.. it was so real !! I realised I am crying when I woke up in sudden!... *aiks! not again!!* Quickly grab the phone and rang darling. It was 6 in the morning. He's still in Simon's house.. I relieved after I spoke to him and dozzed off again! Woke up at 10.30am this morning, I couldn't stop laughing myself out after recalling all these !! hahaha... *Stop saying u're leaving me again :( those dreams aren't sweet at all :'(
Sending my mum off to Malacca this afternoon. Attending some meetings for a week... Fetching her back on Merdeka Day.
Yoohoo... tomorrow going up kl for 3 days of shopping with my Evil Wong !! And of cause, will be seeing darl again !!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
is it so hard to breath ? Is it so hard to finish a complete sentence ? that's what I am now. It seems something stuck in my throat and I'm trying to choke it out all the time ! *suffering* thinking back months ago, how terribly i fall sick in UK and my chest got infected by dry coughing *%#%@ !!
sick sick sick... I'm sick of getting sick !!!
..................................................back home now
been spending 2 weeks in Banting, helping up darl with his dad's new shop "i-dear" in Klang.
we both sneak out from work and watch "Transformer". Whahaha... i luv bumblebee... I wanna watch again ! hee.. "kh khk kh kh khk" <-- that's how darl talk for the past few weeks til now and he's trying hard to transform himself. *sigh*
Watched Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix the next day. I could say, this is the worst Harry Potter movie :( *sad sad* I'm disappointed.
Monday, July 09, 2007
I'm sorry.. (I've read it) - deleted my post as well.. Sorry
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
..phew.. Finally !! after 14 hours of flight ! my parents picked me up in KLIA. Well, it supposed to be home-sweet-home, but a feeling of lost and hollow came to me - omy, i gonna miss him soo much.. which i realised i've been so used to him by my side all the time in london. someone whom I rely on all these while. darl, miss ye loads loads
....................... Once my dad drove to Segamat town, it seems everything are so NEW to me. Fajar supermarket was gone and a new Giant came out, new shop lots, Oh, the McD is still there ! *gigs*
...for the entire night, I couldn't make myself to sleep although i'm terribly tired. I' walked around my house from front to back, upstair to downstair, going thru each and every corner (even the storage room) 'tic-tac, tic-tac, tic-tac' switching on and off, played with the lights - for uncountable times, with empty brains, and no reason why.
"mummy! where're my old books ? mummy! where're my stuff ? Daddy! where's my file? Daddy, where're my boxes? mummy! where're my this-and-that-etc-etc-etc. " oh dear.. I've only gone away from home for only 8 months and nobody touches my things at all. Flipping through my old books, digging out my old junks - And Yes, everything seems so new to me now !!*hee*
And now, a question keep pop-ing out in my mind every now and then "what am i suppose to do for this few months ?" to get rott at home ? ohmy.. i need a plan *sick sick sick* grace is hungree now..
The uncategor|zed, unknown personal|t|es... prefer emot|onal dec|s|on more than mental dec|s|ons..
| am not |mpressed. | don't pretend to have any answers. | m |n love w|th the |dea of be|ng |n love.|'m unreal, unexpected, unpred|cted, d|rect|onless, unfocused, unsp|r|tual...| love to have a good t|me, have good conversat|ons..| am ch|ll, blur, stubborn at t|mes, but | am here for my fam|ly and fr|ends or anyone else |f they need me. l|fe |s a lot of work,| m just out there l|v|ng |t. !!!